As I had mentioned, I've been traveling every day to different cities, mainly visiting family. I went to my dad's town of Pinipin in Santa Cruz, Ilocos Sur. His town is right on the beach...you could take 50 steps from his house and you'd be in the water already. It is just stunning there. The crisp air is always flowing from the sea and it gives you a nice break from the heat.
I saw uncles, aunts, and cousins, whom I haven't seen in 13 years! I love having such a large family. I have so many relatives that I don't even know all of their names! It's just great to spend time with family, even if you don't see them or talk to them often. You have this connection without even having to say anything. My Uncle Efren (one of my dad's 10 siblings!!) almost brought me to tears when I first got out of the car. He came over to the car door and as soon as I opened it and stepped out, he gave me a huge hug and didn't let go for like five minutes. He didn't say anything, he just smiled and hugged. One of my aunt's came running from the beach when she saw me and hugged me and cried. ***cue the tears*** She said, "thank you for coming to visit us, I don't care if you brought us anything, I am just so thankful that you came to see us."
The following day I went to my grandfather's grave. I had a dream about him about three months before coming to the Philippines and that dream kinda solidified why I decided to come. In my dream we were staying in a hotel. When we were checking out, we hugged, and we both said, "I love you and good bye", and then I woke up. When my grandfather passed away in 1995, I was at the hospital with the rest of my family that lived in Toronto, however, I was asleep while everyone else was in the room with him saying good bye and I didn't get a chance to. That dream was our chance to say good bye to each other. When I woke up, I was in tears - it LITERALLY felt like he was alive again and that we actually hugged each other. When I booked my trip, I knew I had to come and visit his grave. I was strong at first, holding back my tears, but as soon as I finished my prayer for him, I started bawling. I miss him so much.
OK, so now that I've got that outta my system. I'm gonna go take a nice cold shower and brave the heat, once again. I'm going to try and post pictures later tonight. Peace.





